To be honest, i'm scared... really scared. For some reason, i started to dread going back to the army. I tink i had a much easier time at the eve of enlistment than now. Must have been the POP that gave me the impression that Army is over. Now i'm emotionally screwed and here i am trying to relieve myself by ranting here. Oh well at least there is no 3 week confinement unlike those in OCS... Suddenly i have ran out of stuff to type =/ gahh screw this crap.