Monday, July 23, 2007
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Random Musings~
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"Ignorance is bliss." <---- thats what all those wise ppl say. I've understood the meaning of it some time ago just that i was lazy to blog about it :P Actually, what i originally thought it meant was that "Not knowing some things might be a blessing." but now with more experience, i've come to a conclusion that knowing some things might not be that bad, but it is DEFINATELY A BLISS to NOT know THINGS HALFWAY. Its like you can't really ask yet u wanna know because some1 told you/ or u chanced upon something that make you realize that info exists yet you are not supposed to know or its not intended for your ears. That is the WORST feeling u can get. So don't go tell ppl pieces of information when you don't want them to know. Hence that is what i know by the phrase "Ignorance is bliss."
Lots of stuff has been going on recently... my emotion become "Rojak" liao la.. mix here and there... lol. Maybe i've been digesting too much info i'm supposed to 'not know' hence the agony. This kind of feeling is the first for me though, handling it pretty well but i dunno when i'll go nuts over the psychological debate i'm having recently.."Should i do this..?" "What if she..." "Maybe i should..." "Studies more impt..." "Have i done the right thing..." "Have i screwed everything..?" ...haiz maybe i should go emo abit for a change.
Sometimes i feel like i've talk too much... gave the wrong direction and screw everything up... "If i didn't tell..." "If i had said otherwise..." god.. lol emo emo emo...
Anyway~ i've bought frames from Ikea with eugene last saturday when we went to queensway to check out the t-shirt designs. Going frame shopping isn't as cheap as i thought i was though.. lucky it was an annual sale but it still cost almost 50 bucks in all plus the 5 bucks worth 3M hook -_-. I almost *faints* when i went home that day becos all the frames were like too big except for the A4 frame. But in the end i managed to make it look nice despite it being too big lol. Wanted to post some pictures of it but no digi-cam =/ one had a battery melted inside and the other was mercilesssly dismantled by my noob sis thinking she had it all under control. DAMN I NEED DIGI CAM! if you're wondering what did i frame up, its the stuff i've bought at Cosfest VI.. now i don't know where to hang it -_-...
Today lesson was wierd.. like i said too many things going on my mind... so i doodled on the tables during a lesson i can't say or i'd get caught :P and GP lesson. I've noticed i have the tendency to draw better on a table than compared to a piece of paper.. infact somewhat like what ppl compare to singing in the bathroom and outside. Its pissing me off for awhile now.. whenever i doodled somewhere not proper.. they come out pretty decent but when i take out a piece of paper meant for doodling, everything comes out like crap...... maybe i'll post some picx of the table doodle in gp later... depending if Jonathan remembers to send to me.
Nobody knows what i'm thinking... i can't tell.. i can't share... i don't know what happens if i do...maybe its a phobia... a trauma... perhaps =/
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