Monday, May 15, 2006
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Since every1 is dying to get me to update my blog. heres the long awaited post every1 is waiting for!!! lol the world is closing down on me and yet i still feel so free? y is this so?? no idea... maybe thats how carmen felt when she kept complaining to me that she wants to study and yet can't do it..... ITS HAPPENNING TO ME NOW!!!! OMG !! It is i've gone nuts over ladder matches wc3, i can't get my head off it... even if the exams are closing in the same old sentence comes into my mind... "Theres always next week, i'll finish up everything by next weekend" and so, i've been procrastinating my studies.... till to the point where i actually got the will to sit down and do physics for the day, which lasted for less than 3 hours... i noticed i've got lots of blanks!! i realised i can't self study as i dun understand!! omg i'm supposed to feel terribly nervous and scared at that time till now.. but instead, i'm like "oh shit, i'm doomed... oh well lets play wc3 and maybe i'll ask the teacher during the nwxt tutorial..." GOSH!! Whats is wrong with my head?? I've gone bonkers!! Arghhhhhh.....
Guess what? My chinese is 100% doomed to oblivion.. and here comes the physics part... i've already fell into danger zone... Computing? i've got no idea whats gonna come out for theory.. either way i doubt i'd score well becos i can't try out my codes even if the theory was coding based!! Maths... i'm supposed to be coping with it.. guess what? no textbook killed SK... i'm starting to lose my touch over what the teacher is saying because i've haven't been practicing!!!! OMG where did my determination go!!?!?? did i dumped it together along with the O levels!???
This is as shitty as it is... i'm like telling myself "Good, onli chinese and physics CT b4 the june holidays.. can make it can make it for at least physics.. and i'll MUGG DURING THE HOLIDAYS FOR THE REST OF MY SUBJECTS" <-- that includes History, Maths and Computing which falls together on the same day when skool reopens... Lets break this up.. Theres like around 3-4 weeks in the june holidays.. Theres like Annual camp, CCA camp, Ex 4H cum retirement chalet and theres even 06S20's bbq! ah ha! thats like about 1 whole week gone.. ok under prudence(or is it Accural) concept i'll shall take it that i've onli have 2 weeks left.. in this 2 weeks, i have to finish reading all the readings given by Jacyln... that takes about 1 week to digest all the info and have the main points sorted out.. that leaves me wif 1 week.. during this 1 week, i need to revise all my maths chapters..... not to mention computing.... Bizi schedule eh? more like behind time schedule..
Its a good thing that i've got a good chinese teacher.. seriously he's great man lol anyway yea.. i intend to try to read the chinese book given to us for 3 bucks somewhere during the holidays when i'm free... OH GREAT this reminds me that there r make up lectures in the holidays!! HOLY CRAP!! lol i'm screwed up down left right center... hmm pretty long post i have here....
oh well, anyway, i bought a new bag yesterday which cost me a hefty 89 bucks! T_T there goes all my savings.. kenneth bought a bag thats quite nice too for onli 29 bucks dammit.... i swear i'll nvr buy anymore bags beyond 50 bucks... Oh yea challenger also came in with stocks of Seagate merchandise.. i'm eyeing on the 200gb external hard drive costing around 220 bucks.. i guess i will have to beg out 150 from my mum or something to get the hard drive b4 it goes out of stock.. also, i wanna buy the new balance shoes i saw in royal sporting house on sat. around 89 bucks after discounted price but i guess i'll nvr be able to buy it anytime soon lol.. oh well shitty finance.. shitty studies... shitty life...
today suppose to go for the sea sports carnival heats bu becos the whole group decided not to go for it, y not? lol at least i get to go back at 12.50 to study for my common test :D lol guess what? i ended up playing wc3 all the way till dinner -.-" haizz....
woah awfully long post i've got here... must be due to all those crapping sessions i had when trying to crap out a 1.2k worth words for history tutorial outlines hahahah.. haiz.. i'm wondering how am i gonna pull thru my common test... right now i know i'm gonna do my physics after this but i just had to have this uncontrollable urge to play wc3... even if i don't play i would still yearn to watch anime even if i have watched the same episode over a thosamd times... dammit.. lucklily such shit didn't come during my O lvl mugging or i'd have ruined my life... speaking of ruining my life.. i wonder if i have ruined it by coming to a jc... what if i fail to promote at the end of this yr?? am i gonna stay for another yr in jc or proceed to poly? haiz.. dammit no use brooding over such nonsence lol i guess this post is long enough :D
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