Monday, April 17, 2006
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ZZzzZZZzzzz.... Monday blues... first thing first.. i messed up my freaking weekend free time... i should be doing my PW and revising.... next i got this freaking OMG feeling again right now.. 'y did i come to jc? y can't i go to a poly??' omg man omg.......... so maybe this is what peoplee call stress.. no wonder ppl commit suicides...... freak!?! how!?! HOW !?!?
Even if i wanna go poly now......i've got to go thru shitloads of things..
First: Getting shitted by my parents
Second:They'd prolly gimmie some freaking reason that i played too much computer and is too slack about JC that i wanna go polly to ruin my life...
Third: They'd prolly burst their blood vessels..Forth: even if i get passsed all these.... DO I STILL HAVE THE DAMN TIME TO APPEAL!??! almost all the polys has started school.. whats left is prolly only Temasek Poly...
Ok.. reason y i dropped the idea the previous time was because some1 told me abt the future... told me to think further, think big.. gave me contrast between future of poly grats and U grads ( assuming i go U) haha.. i actually got psychoed by that bunch of propaganda thus i'm still in JC.. i'm sure my DAD would so damn agree to what that some1 told me... zz money minded freaks.. =/
so the question now is HOW!?!?
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