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Friday, September 19, 2008 - MOOOOOOOOV-ED :

http://halcyonreverie.wordpress.com/


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Sunday, March 23, 2008 - Posting EVE :

To be honest, i'm scared... really scared. For some reason, i started to dread going back to the army. I tink i had a much easier time at the eve of enlistment than now. Must have been the POP that gave me the impression that Army is over. Now i'm emotionally screwed and here i am trying to relieve myself by ranting here. Oh well at least there is no 3 week confinement unlike those in OCS... Suddenly i have ran out of stuff to type =/ gahh screw this crap.



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Friday, March 21, 2008 - Block Leave Blues. :

Evangelion: 1.0 You Are (Not) Alone


Today Sadil, Bryan and i went to Cathay to watch the above animated flim. Evangelion was the first robot anime that i watched in my life, which explains y i'm so keen to watch it. I was abit disappointed at its graphics though, becos only certain parts were remade, not all of it... which means certain parts have the all cool 3D graphics while some with old flim graphics. But all in all, its still a good movie to me imo besides the pace of the story being abit too rushed. Seems like it may be a trilogy to it as the movie only lasted till the 6th angel. Maybe the second movie will sum up the Evangelion tv series and the third would remake "The End Of Evangelion: Death and Rebirth" movie.


Oh ya gotta mention this, we were supposed to meet at The Cathay for the movie, the one near Plaza Singapura and SMU. Bryan went to Cineleisure instead -___- lol and he was on the phone with me:


Bryan: Oi where r u? i'm at the fifth floor

Me: I also at the fifth floor, i'm buying snacks.

Bryan: I don't see you at the counter!? Nvm tell me which hall is the movie at.

Me: Hall 4

Bryan: ok i'll meet u all there.


Then sadil and i proceed to hall 4. But wait, how does he enter without ticket? There is no1 at the ticket guy. And so, i called him again.


Me: Oi where r u? i'm at the ticket giving area.

Bryan: I also!? Where r u?

Me: Oh shit, don't tell me you in cineleisure?

Bryan: Ya not meh?

Me: **** you!! ITS CATHAY NOT CINELEISURE!!

Bryan: OH ****!!??!?


Apparantly he thought its the Cathay inside Cineleisure. But we are watching at the Cathay inside The Cathay lol.


Look! Posting Results r out!! Guess what?


Me: SISPEC --- Stay In

Keith: SISPEC --- Stay In

Sadil: OCS --- Stay In

Yu Kai: SISPEC --- Stay In

Charlie: SISPEC --- Stay In

Bryan: TECHNICIAN -- STAY OUT [zomgwtfbbq!?]

Bryan win liao la, BMT 7 weeks excuse training still pass BMT, now kena posted to technician wtf? Best of all, its STAY OUT!! zzZZZzzz i'm so jealous.


Its been more than 9 weeks since the start of my BMT, i did not blog about it mainly becos i did not have the time, no mood and best of all LAZY. The feeling after BMT was like as though i had ORD already. So bascially, the block leave took away all my enthusasim to go to command school such that now i wish i was a clerk.


Sadil told me to go see a specialist to check out my right arm, which apparantly is too loose to be normal. That means i might get to down my pes. At first when i heard that, i was like why not? go be clerk la, not taxing on your physical capabilities and you get to stay out also. But for those who know me well, i'm not the type who can make a decision swftly. So, after a few hours i started to think twice. "Why am i choosing to run away again? I have ran away too much in Secondary School already. Remember what I said b4 BMT? Just face it, i will nvr run away again, if i do that, i won't be able to become a leader, and i'll nvr be able to learn to speak up." Yup, that almost killed my drive to down pes. Now there are two choices. See Spec, down pes, regret for not being able to learn how to lead. Don't see Spec, suffer inside, and regret not down-ing pes. lol dammit i suck.



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Saturday, November 24, 2007 - Random Musings :

Oh my god... after i finished this visual novel, i thought there was nothing that is comparable to it. I was wrong, Myself;Yourself proved to be just as good and powerful in impacting viewers' emotion. (or at least for me)

planetarian Planetarian_package

This visual novel, Planetarian ~Reverie of a little planet~, is a story about a broken world after dooms day on earth, where a junker met a robot called Reverie in a abandoned planetarium at a forsaken city. If you wanna know more abt it, go ahead and google/wiki it but i would suggest you read/play the visual novel instead.

myselfyourself

This anime, Myself;Yourself is currently airing in Japan on tuesdays. Its about a guy who returns to his hometown and realised how much everything have changed. It might sound rather cliche but if you actually watch it, its quite well done minus the fact that some of the episodes are redundant to a certain extent. Episode 8 itself was pure ownage. I was totally awestruck by the way they presented it. Its simply too amazing to put it in words (at least for me). If you guys have nothing better to do or wishes to watch some show to past your time, though these 2 novel/anime has no action and fighting scenes, its actually good for a tear jerking session.



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Wednesday, November 21, 2007 - Sick joke :

I can't believe it, i actually got stomachache right in the middle of a freaking MCQ paper. wtf? i mean, if it was some 3 hours paper, i wouldn't have mind as i can even afford to go to the toilet first. But no, its on a PHYSICS MCQ paper that is only 1 hour 15mins long for 40 damn questions. This is utter blasphemy! Furthermore, it was so bad that i couldn't even aim the button the freaking calculator properly. With that i tink i have screwed the whole MCQ up. I did not have time to went back to the questions i skipped even though i am SUPPOSED to have enough time. No thx to the pain.  Even on the last few question, which was supposed to be free questions, i can't even think straight to get the answer out of my head. FUCK this bullshit. With that said, the pain better not come harrass me on Computing paper 2 this friday.

On another note, none that is related to the top para, there seems to be some wierd lump inside my tongue, inbetween the flesh, such that its not visible to the eye but i can feel it there when my teeth brushes it. I hope its just some ulcer and not something screwed up that requires operation.



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Monday, November 19, 2007 - Boooo! :

I'm bored and so i'm here to rant and curse myself for having computing paper on friday while the rest of us END their A-levels TML FFS!!!

I'm still glad for not taking h2 lit though :P (ends next monday XD)



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Sunday, November 18, 2007 - Mood: Melancholic :

So, i'm supposed to be mugging for my physics MCQ on tuesday now, or at least for the Computing paper 2 on friday... but i've lost all the drive on mugging. I don't know why, even now when there is only 2 papers left, i'm supposed to feel happy and refreshed with the goal of pulling through the last 2 papers but NO... I don't feel that way. Instead, my mind is aimlessly wondering what it should be doing. To top it off, my mind is once again spinning in turmoil not knowing what to do. For the past few days or week, i've been trying to shake off this feeling... mugging for history, playing wc3 with eugene, parkour, etc. So far only parkour has been successful. I even thought of getting myself drunk for once... but damn i'm still 17 and when i got the chance to drink, i failed to drunk myself. pathetic. Have i reach a new low in life?

Maybe its because i kept too many stuff to myself. Maybe i should, instead, voice my heart out to someone to make me feel better. But to whom should i tell? i've told the wrong people countless of times, resulting in catastrophe all year long. Not that i don't trust people, i'm just too paranoid. Yet coincidentaly, my fears often come true. So just what am i suppose to do? I guess i should probably continue parkour-ing for the thrills till i break a leg or 2. Fuck, i don't recall me being so freaking emo b4. Screw this bullshit.



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